AHHH!

Isaac commented that my blogs are getting confusing. I'm posting stuff on Hannah's blog that's not just about Hannah. And my musings blog is neglected...and the photo blog is behind...and I probably have too many blogs for people (including myself) to keep up with. So this post is mainly about Hannah:

Today especially, Hannah is trying my patience! She's wanting to nurse like every 30 mins...when she's bored, when she wants attention, when she's needy, when she's thirsty, when she's hungry, when she wants to be comforted, when she's tired. Any reason at all....she's clawing at me.

She refused to eat food (except a few crackers and a few goldfish). She'd spit everything else out. She did actually consume some grapes. She drank some juice and a tiny bit of water. She said she wanted stuff, but then would spit it out. I DON'T understand her.

She's been fighting naps. Yes, I know she's a toddler. She's tired and she falls asleep in my arms, but I try to put her in bed, and if I even move she flips out. She's having separation anxiety. I left her in her bedroom & let her cry for an hour (before she finally fell asleep for an hour nap)...and I shut myself in our bedroom.

I feel really stressed out. Hannah stresses me out. Yet she's still so cute. We were at our neighbors (M&M)and she's all "cutesy" and doing her thing... she got into some Frito chips over there. (Daddy took her over to hang out and I showed up later while he was getting the mail). When I entered she was happily eating the Fritos. I hope she doesn't react too badly to the corn in the chips.

oh well...

life goes on...